mistakes:(

not in a good mood at all.

i have a very big decision to make and i'm not sure what to do??

in my life so far i have made the biggest mistake in my life by staying at st.angelas i should have left in year 9 when i had to chance but no i stayed and you know what i really don't know why everyone i spoke to said oh leave that school it's no good and you know what i never listen to them and i wish that i could turn back the time.

i went to my friends house yesterday and she left my school in year 9 and she is doing great she has great friends her life is so much better now and i hate to think that, that could have been me.

i mean don't get me wrong i have great friends now at school but it took me a very long time to fine them. and this leads in to the next problem i have, do i stay at the sixth form or leave and start my new life and leave behind all the people that i now call my friends??

everyday my mum says to me oh Louise i feel sorry for you. WHY and then she told me and this is why i have to make this decision!!

i will get back if i have made my mind up:(