WHY SAY YOU LOVE ME WHEN YOU DON'T

F@$K F@$K GOSH GOSH GOSH...............................!:( some ppl e.g(FATHER) really PISS me off what have i done in this world to have a dad who is a complete ass hole who only cares for his two childern with second wife and oldest son from the first marrage, WHAT THE HELL IM I!!! i don't care that you don't get me anything i don't want anything i just want you to be a father to me.... iam that horrible to be around iam i a pain in the back side i did not ask you to be my father you just are so deal with it!!!!!

ALPHA DOG

today im bored out off my mind, and i feel so fat coz i ate so much :( But i watched this really old film called alpha dog with justin timberlake (HOT) :) and yeahh is it a good film all about sex and drugs and you know the rest. but the ending is soooo sad i really hate the ending of this film just how can they make a film like this GOSH!!!!!! but that is all might be bac later......bye for now

my house

hello, today was good and bad day well let me tell you why so, today i had to go skl in the half term (snm)then the stupid teacher miss fattington(think i spelt it right robemay) did not even show up so i traveled all the way from my endzz to go skl and she was not there piss take!!! i swear my mother was so pissed of as well was shouting F@$K all down the phone my ear was bleeding, but then the whole crew came over which was just jokes we opend the gate to the dead spirts jezelle your to funny screaming all over the place, BUT MY SPARKLY GAY FILIPNO SISTER DID NOT COME, BUT I LET HER OFF COZ SHE WAS WITH MOM SO ALL GOOD......:)
P.S thanks for coming guyz hope you had fun and got home safe xoxoxox

over fill of anger

i know my title does not make sense but nether does my life, today was just a really werried day, spent most off it thinking about how good life would be if i was not here coz lately everyone is shouting at me for no reason and im fedup plus i feel so ugly and fat. and im full of anger and just want to scream and shout to the world...................wish i could turn bac time! :(., bye for now

get a room!!!!!

do man have no pride, gosh: i was on the bus sitting next to this old guy and he just started to touch him self down there (you noe) and i was like ugh and i moved away and setnext to someone else, and there was this little girl and she was like mom what is that man dooing and the mom looked and slaped the man in the face and was like do men have no pride. just nasty!!!!!!
and robemay memeber that ladybird we saw in the class it was on my hair all the way home.....AHAHAHA (sad)

worst week in my life

tell you what i think im done with life, i mean skool is a killer.
this is how my life changed for the week:
monday-it was at lunch i was minding my own business in the lunch line and i was getting lonely so i went to speak to jezelle in the line and the lunch lady was shouting at me, and i was like what who are you shouting at me or a tuna brick, she was all like move and i was like no im not in the way and so on.
tuesday- as some know i live far away so i have to get the train home and on this night i had to stay at skool for study support, so as i was just getting on the train the driver said this is now a train only to barking so i had to get off then i got the second train and i took me 2hours to get home i was so p-off and i really needed to go bathroom.
wednesday-going to skool in the morring and nearly got runover by an old man on a bike.
so as you can see this week is soo not working for me but there is more.
thusday-btec and im sure my teacher hates me but im not sure why, she always passes jezelle and lorraine's work but never my work and it is really starting to piss me off.
and the last day friday-now i know its not friday yet but i know what is coming, hpv injections and that means pain,pain and more pain which i'm not looking forword to. so as you can see my life at moment suck's.

but in a different light in btec jezelle, lorraine and i have made a new name LL COOL J we are just so live, and i saw our boyfriend jet li he is soooooo beautiful, well i'm off now speak soon.

family portrait

what a day, gosh today i feel so P-OFF aint got a clue why, i think it is coz my STUPID FAT FAT FAT BTEC TEACHER DOES NOT KNOW ANYTHING!!!!!!!!

she always picks on me, "do this" "do that" "ask your friends for help" i mean your the teacher you should help me, not my freinds.!!!!
and i don't understand why older people say, the best part of your life is at skool, COME ON DO THEY KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE TO GO TO A 21st CENTURY SKOOL!!!!!!!!

BUT ON THE OTHER HAND, I DID HAVE A GOOD TIME IN BTEC WITH MY MAMA, GRAMA. (IN SIDE JOKE) PRINTING OUT TWILIGHT PHOTOS ON THE SLY, WAS GREAT!