just realsied i fitin!!!!

i feel i no longer need to cry myself to sleep

with freinds like you i feel free and not sceard

i still have my ups and downs

but you have been there for me

i don't need to be someone else

i can just be me and you like that

i just hope we will be friends forever

i will never forget YOU

sicence

before i start i just want to say sorry to jezelle for blogging ... blogging is everthing to me

ok so i was in sicence and we had no teacher coz she was on a trip:) and so not nameing name. someone was stripping in the class room and when i mean stripping i mean stripping lol the shirt was coming of skirt was also coming off, it was just toooo much for me BUT THEN mr.jonhson walked in and he went bright RED it was too funny so after that the whole class started to sing maroon 5 who are amazing, we sang this love!
i swear sicence is always jokes i just love it, but we also did do some revision:)

and still does not no wat to wear tomorrow........well mabey i will wear legging,conv and big jumper..

jezelle ;)

all i have to say is jezelle your MAD! so today i was in btec with the fam:) and we got talking about farting i know a werid subject but jezelle came up with it coz of my ipod she was walking around the classroom making farting sounds but no one heard them HAHAH but anyway she got talking about do we ever fanny fart and i was like are you mad and just started to laugh and so did lorraine it was the crazyest thing i have ever heard you say jezelle. THEN i was doing my work but also looking at beautiful pic's of my boyfriend taylor lautner and jezelle was having a go at me gosh wat did i do to you LOL good times bye bye blogger off to twitterland xx

.......

......well today was strange woke up in the morring and was home alone thought to my self wtf! then the fone rang and i picked up but no one was there
then i was doing some goegraphy work :( which i hate. fone rings agian and this time it was mother saying she went for a little run which she realied was 3 hours came home then went to westfeild lost mother coz i was walking off the the vans store:) then she found me and gave me the look.
when we got home i realiesd that i back door was OPEN not good but as i now live in a REALLY REALLY quite area it was ok, still mother then shouted at me, she then said i can't go out with you anymore(sad) you have to bring a friend or i will, I WAS LIKE UGH! the only reason i went was because you said we were not spending alot of time together and now you don't want to spend anytime together.....MAKE YOUR MINE UP!!!!!

But on the other hand she did do my hair:)

SHOCKING NEWS

Guyz guyz mother said the most weirrdest thing ever get ready...... I LOOK LIKE KRISTEN STEWART, i was so shocked then she goes i will dye your hair like hers this was too much for me i just started laughing so much and she was just looking at me.

what do you think coz i don't think i look like her.

NEW MOON

OMG OMG OMG OMG

watched new moon yesterday with the btec fam subtract robee:(

well anyways it was the most amazing thing ever.

everyone in the cinema was screaming when JACOB <3 came on he is sooooo :) words can not explain how HOT he is, and when R-PATZ came onn they were not impressed LOL and so many children fell over just to funny;) and pooopoooo pantzz AHAHAAH.

I'm i invisible

jezelle i had one off these phone convo's today;

ME:hello

THEM: hi is luke there

ME:no he's out

THEM: ok, who's this

ME:louise

THEM: who

ME: louise, luke's sista

THEM: oh i thought your name was summer

ME: no it's been louise for about 15years

THEM: oh well can i speek to your mum

ME:ok bye

THEM:...............

WHAT THE HELL MAN! get your facts right. and all i can say is.(SUMMER)!!!!!

sometimes all you can do is laugh

to keep

yourself from crying.

jezelle you better not have seen this pic, it is sooo beautiful :) just can't wait for new moon ppl. robert pattinson for you jezelle and for me and robeymay=taylor lautner he is just sooooo beaufitul xxx

YAY! :)

Guys i did it i PASSED!!!!, i'm going to be quick because i'm still in study support abd that guys is just about to come bac LOL anywho, he was asking how the printer works like don't you know. gosh, well i'm going to go now bac to the work xx and jezelle i have to tell you something and you as well lorraine!!!!!

OMG!!!!!

GUYS i'm going to do my hair again but more like haley from paramore, it will be more redder what you think, should i or not.


but on the other hand, some sad news, when i was walking home to upton park i saw this old lady getting beat up by some young fool, i was shocked at this coz how can someone do that to an oldder person, just shamefull. and i felt so sick and helpless, i didn't even have my phone on me and no one was helping her they were just shouting at the boy and saying get off her! i mean come on people what is that going to do you need to stand up to these fools. but then it gets even more shocking, i was at this point just feeling so sick i had to leave but as i was walking away i saw this police man and i went up to him and said someone is getting muged and this other teen boy over heard me and ran over to the lady and he beat the crap out of the other boy, but in the end the old lady was going to be fine she was taken to hospital and the boy who was beating her up was taken away by the police so in the end all was ok but i still can't believe some people nowdays.

community channel

i just watched community channel on youtube because jezelle kept on talking about it like it was the best thing in the world and people it is just hilarious :) i'v only watch two but the best one was uncomfortale love sences.
i know i'm late....JIZZ

green street

don't you just hate it when ppl drop litter on the floor and there is a bin about 1cm away wat is wrong with ppl i swear just drity i wounder what their houses look like

anywho,let me tell you what happend as i was coming home at upton park station, my oyster card was not working so i had to go see the guy that works there and he did not care he was just shouting at this lady that jumped the gate, but then she spits at him and it landed on my shoe!!!! can you believe i was so pissed and was "like do you have no manners" and then she just looked at me then ran away, at this point i'm still have not got my card working so i jumped the gate was the most funn i'v ever had lol

fireworks

HAPPY FIREWORKS NIGHT PEOPLE,

yeah so anyway today i waas on my way home on the train then this foolish boy comes on and lights a firework on the train and it was so bloodly close to hitting me!!!!

then i was coming out of the station and there was police everywhere and i was thinking what the hell happend. then i rememberd that on the train station there was a big black bag on the floor so i think the police were checking it out.

then as always i was home alone till 7:00 then as soon as my mother walked in she said what do you want for dinner then i said nothing and she was like "WHY DON'T YOU EAT ANYMORE" and i was like " im not hungry and i don't want anything to eat" then she said "go on the weighing scales and let me see how much you weight" WHAT THE HELL JUST BECAUSE IM NOT HUNGRY YOU THINK I'M ANOREXIC!!!!!! bye bye bloggers xx

:)

Today i came across this little message:
never give up on something you can't go a day without thinking about,
and i love it coz it is so true, if you love someone or want to do something and you can't stop thinking about why should you give up. even if other people say that you will never reach your goal don't believe them coz there not you and if you really want something go and get it.
YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE IN YOUR SELF AND NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAM!!!!