I'M DONE

i fell like shit all i do is try to plz you but i'm never what you really want and i never will be. But you know i'v just realised that i don't need to make sure your ok i fell the need not to give a dam. Coz all you do is bring me down when you say you hate someone or you are pissed off i will be the first person to ask if your ok and do you need anything, but no your not happy with that you want someone else to ask you well i'm sorry i care so much, from now on if you say something about your feeling i will not care.
The one thing that really pisses me off is that i did all that so you would like me, but if you don't like me for who i am then i give up on you!
the hard think will be to forget you coz we have the same friends. Well i'm just going to try my best and not get in the way off your friendship with them.
i hate that i care for my friends why can't i be mean and not give a crap. the one thing that will be the same is i will not be rude to you or your friends. It's like you never even took notice off me, i always hear that you are going out with your friends but never ask me. The last thing i want to say is all you do with your time is talk about how sad you are and why you have no friends and no one loves you well you no what I WAS A GOOD FRIENND! you just forgot about me as i'm not as smart as your other friends, when i used to see you i would always have a smile on my face knowing that you was my friend but it all changed when you started to hang around with that person. I guess being in love with someone does changed you!


I DON'T CARE ANYMORE THIS IS MY LAST GOODBYE.